I SPEAK FOR YOU

Someone said the hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else.

and i agree completely.

You remember the times when you were always the one getting all the attention, and when your little brother/sister came in the way, all the attention just diverted to them? Or even when you were the only niece/nephew--grandson/granddaughter and some baby just HAD to come along making you not the ONLY special one in the family? and you felt no longer loved? and somehow replaced?

yeah. the feeling is almost similar. only this one's a thousand times harder to live with. It almost feels like someone stabbing you right in the heart, and you just stand there letting them do it.

Honestly, I can totally speak from experience about the baby-out-of-nowhere-stealing-my-spotlight issue; i think everyone else can relate to that as well. but literally talking about relationships, and seeing someone you love, love someone else. I have heard about that from so many friends, and felt it in my heart. and thankfully i have never experienced excrutiating pain like this because its murder to the mind and if i had anymore in my head, it would probably burst.

So, i speak for you, ladies. Its so sick to see, and feels like your heart is about to fall out of your mouth. and you cant help but to wonder if "they" are happy together.

but the question is, how can you love someone who doesn't love you back?

how can you think about the person when the person doesnt think of you?

or the worst

how can you stay in love with someone who doesnt know that you are in love with him?

yes, you can. unfortunately. somehow. weirdly. unexplainably.

"it sorta just happens and the feeling doesn't go away..."